a frenzied start for a year that i hope will be nothing less than mounting lunacy and motion. there are so few opportunities to evaluate your life and realize that the moment you're in really truly is an end and a beginning and that everything is two steps from becoming irreversible in a wonderful way. this is the definitive time in my life in which i am growing older and wiser, but am not yet old nor am i wise.
this past year has been insanely full spectrum. like a theme-park ride, it started at that sort of crawl that suggests a mistake made and a creeping in of regret. but by spring it was all dispelled and we settled in to a slow climb that became tedious in it's placidity. then come late summer it was all moving so fast that you squeeze your eyes shut to keep from vomiting because you're moving so fast. and then at the end you feel delirious and wobbly with endorphin-rush induced joy.
i'm irrationally excited to see what this year will bring.
and hungry. i'm really really hungry. for indian food.
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I'm really really REALLY hungry for Indian food. Goddammit I hate living in a small town..
when you start your new semester, you can stock up on frozen potato-pea and spinach-bean samosas from the mediterranean grocery here.
mmm.... yes.
It's crazy how the year builds such unstoppable momentum. I'm enjoying the lull right now. I had to manufacture the lull, but I'm enjoying it nonetheless.
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